丹夢雨的奇幻殿堂

I hate to wait.
Waiting makes me feel like a fool.
Staring at my cellphone all the time, checking e-mail every five minutes.
That drives me crazy, makes me nervous.
I feel like a fool.
I feel like a stupid person.
Can't live without my phone. Always have to keep an eye on it.

I really wish to know the answer as soon as possible.
I hope to get the e-mail from the publisher, but I also hope no e-mail.
How strange I am!
No news is good news.
If I got the e-mail, I failed again.
I hope they will call me, for that means I finally succeed.

Still waiting, still hate to wait.